Susurrusk, 37

I am rather reclusive, preferring to be alone most times than with other people. When I do bring people in my life however, I tend to obsess while repelling at the same time. I guess I’m afraid of rejection from people I openly accept, but this is an issue I’m still at odds with. I like to eat junk food and do enjoy a nice meal out if I am familiar with the setting. I am an ashamed meat-eater also, aspiring one day to chuck the meat completely, but up until now have been too weak to reach such a goal. I see myself in many characters that I see on TV and movies, perhaps the five major ones being Bernard Black (Black Books), Frasier Crane (Frasier), Larry David (Curb Your Enthusiasm), Howard Moon (Mighty Boosh) and Joel Barish (Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind) although this is probably just a fabrication brought on from my love of them. If I could pick one album to summarise me, it would be Pink Floyd’s ‘The Wall’- not necessarily their best album, but nevertheless one that truly connects with me as a person. If I could chose one film to summarise my philosophy on life it would probably be Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, but the Matrix or Fight Club would be a close second. I love theme parks and rollercoasters, especially at night... but I like everything better at night. Thunderstorms make me warm, sunny days make me cold... I' lazy and prolific, a combination that still confuses me but nevertheless keeps me happy. If I could choose to live forever, I would, as much as it goes against my spiritual convictions... my need for exploration, knowledge and a general thirst for experience, tend take dominance more often than not however. Neurotic, obsessive, compulsive, cynical and opinionated; I have my fair share of negative sides, but that's all part of the pie.

Why am I here and what am I looking for? I'm here to try and find a kind-hearted woman who is deranged enough to want to spend time with me.